friends>love>regrets

We were friends, very good friends.

I still love him.

If I know how to keep him more close to me,

today, I would not be full of those regrets.

He wasn't my first love,

but he was the first boy I loved with all my heart

and he loved me back.

*somewhere in you tube*

everything

i wanna say everything

i wanna do everything

i wanna hear everything

i wanna see everything

i wanna smell everything

i wanna touch everything

when time is still with me

poison

Your love is like a poison

the deeper we look at each other,

the more blind we'll get.

the longer we stay together,

the more choking we'll be.

the more we love each other,

the faster we'll die.

because...

there is no way a bird can fly without wings,

a rock will never be a feather,

once you left the world, you'll never come back.

that is why it was me who suggested to break up.

I do not want to be blind,

I do not want to be choked,

I am not ready to die,

and the most important thing is

I want to be a bird with wings and fly.

Don't give up my tree!

Dear my tree,
Do you know my tree?
That a tree will look more attractive with grumbling bark,
So, don't worry if something or someone has scrapping you.
Because it makes you look better,
it makes you truly a tree.
Yes, it makes you feel a bit hurt,
but it is not a big deal.
You will still grow into a big and useful tree.
Only then, every living things will need you.
People rest under you, birds make nests on you.
Your fruits make them happy, your leaves make them in love.
Don't be sad my tree.
Just believe in yourself, believe in God,
You will be a wonderful tree.

p/s: dedicated to my dearest friend. I know sooner or later you will read this. ^__^

between eraser and liquid paper

I used pencil to write your name in my heart,

but I used permanent ink pen to write your name in my mind.

I could easily erase your name in my heart,

because I found an eraser.

But I still could not erase your name in my mind,

because I still cannot find a liquid paper.

tears flow again

i knew you will leave us one day,

but why must it be too soon?

we still need you especially today.

tears flow without me knowing,

since you left, i live in memories,

like habit, i think of you.

it is like yesterday when you left us,

it is still awkward for us that you are not here,

so what should we do?

when you are not here,

they put everything on my shoulder,

but still i need you here.

because i smile everyday,

they think i am happy,

but tears flow again today.