while I am alone

my mouth is as dry as chalk

my mind is as blank as whiteboard

like a snail I walk

and i sound like a broken record

my eyes are raining heavily

my ears are having traffic jam

i cannot see it clearly

and i don't know who i am

while i am alone....

it's like a dream

it's like a dream...
when i wake up, i'll remember it
but a few days later, i forgot about it
Once a while, i think about it back
huh~ i hope i have the same dream
however it's almost impossible to have a same dream
It's like a dream...
once u wake up, it ends
and u can do nothing about it.

My Trip to Australia

OK, as the tittle above stated, it's a total lie. hehe~ But one day insyaAllah....

Last Saturday, my family and I (plus my cousin) went to Gunung Jerai. We were so excited to see the strawberries plantation and some other veggies there. Unfortunately, there is no more strawberries plantation. I'm not sure why, but other veggies are still there. (nmpk mcm xmnjd je) Anyway, we still have a great time up there and enjoyed the beautiful scenery! ^^

Turun je dari kete, rasa macam ada kat luar negara! 

Look at the flowers! Soooo pretty isn't it! <3

saujana mata memandang~

Actually, hari tu langit cerah n matahari terik tp still rasa nyaman sbb suhu sdrhana sejuk.

Tgk langit mcm lukisan!

huwaa~ 

bygkan, kita slalu tgk kat luar negara org duduk rehat bwh pokok, atas rumput yg cantik, ni lah dia!

kat M'sia pun leh wat jgk, jom g Gunung Jerai! 

hydrangea_bunga ni mmg bnyk kat ats tu! snagat cantik!

I told my ayah, "kak long nak buat umah kat ats ni la, nk tgl kat sni" and my ayah replied, "bleh jom pikir nak buat umah kat mana" hehehe~

....

Sbelum balik, kitorg singgah kat muzium phutanan. yg pncinta alam smulajdi mst suka.

^___^

nae namja chingu ^^

nature

Hah Hah! I would like to share something....it's a new knowledge for me... *I'm always the slowest, TQ!

Have you heard about Maldives? Republic of the Maldives? or maybe Maldive Island?

Huwaaa! I'm totally into it right now! I want to go there!!! It is soooooooo BEAUTIFUL! No wonder some people describe it as Paradise Island, Heaven etc.

You should Google it to know more about it. (you MUST!) ^^

OK! A few quick info: Maldive Island is the smallest Asian country and it is also the planet's lowest country with an average ground level of 1.5 meters above sea level! Isn't it AMAZING?! yeah it is amazing if I can go there...

Another fantastic info about Maldive Island is that Islam is the official religion. Just like Malaysia? NO! In Maldive Island, open practice of any other religion is FORBIDDEN! It is totally based on the principles of Islam, a non-Muslim may NOT become a citizen! No law contrary to any principle of Islam can be applied! This is totally PERFECT! Don't you think so? :-D

p/s: suitable location for my honeymoon? ^____^

i'm his only girl

pls dont do this to me. y must u fulfill all my wishes. dont u know that it makes me hurt. NO! I dont really want it! I just said it! lately, u become weirder and it makes me more hurt. I know I shouldnt think negative. it's like u gonna leave me.  now, even your jokes and teases make me angry and sad. pls dont do this to me. it'll make me miss u later. T__T saranghae abuji!

mirror mirror

She is my friend, its my mirror.

I can only see her through reflection of a mirror,

My mirror.

First, I thought its me,

but then I realized that she is not me.

She is different from me.

She is beautiful, confident and sexy, unlike me.

I meet her everyday through my mirror.

She loves acting and she is good at it.

She teaches me how to do it.

When I am with her, I can be anyone I like.

Sometimes I think we do look alike.

P.o.e.M

since when?

I'm not sure...

but I love those letters;

P.o.e.M

p/s: whenever I feel like writing, those letters come through my mind

it's like 'mabeob'!

uri dong-hwa

I'm not a poor girl,
so I can't be like Cinderella,
besides, I don't have a stepmother.

I'm not beautiful,
so I can't be like Belle,
moreover, he's not a beast.

I don't look good while sleeping,
so I can't be like Sleeping Beauty,
plus, it's impossible for a prince to kiss me.


I don't have fair skin,
so I can't be like Snow White,
furthermore, there is no such thing as 12 dwarfs.

I hate long hair,
so I can't be like Rapunzel,
also, I won't let anyone pull my hair.

I hate frogs,
so I can't be like Princess and a Frog,
in addition, I won't let myself kiss a frog.

for me and him,
we'll be like 'A Twisted Little Mermaid Story'.
Our love story ends when I turn into bubbles....
I love him but I left him....
It's for our own good.

p/s: never know if this one can be considered as a poem ^^ just for fun

again

i blurred the memory
i rode the train that wont come back

we breath under the same sky
it'll be too much to ask for more

don't take the same road as me
although the other road is dark
so that we won't meet again
don't look for me anymore
although my heart hurts
so that i can forget everything
u don't know how many secrets i hide
but now i'm gonna be better

i'm so sorry...

when i say it i mean it...

i'm sorry....

when i didn't say anything doesn't mean i didn't realize it.

it happened again and again....

maybe it's true that i don't understand u.

and i think u neither.

you're complicated i can say.

to know u, to understand u, 

it might takes a long time

or maybe even my whole life is not enough

for me...

i might need 'Secret Garden Potion'

so that i can be in your shoes...

understand how u feel...

i'm really sorry

and u know I love you...

always~